I dunno if I can explain how absolutely exhausted I am. I have decided that I would take from now until Saturday off of doing anything. Well, just getting my house back in order….which is something especially when you’ve spent the last two years ignoring it! lol I actually got to clean my living room and kitchen…….now I can start on the rest of the house.
However, I am still exhausted and I mean thoroughly exhausted.
I want to try so hard to get healthy. I want to get fit………..how do you balance that with exhaustion? When the thought of getting in your car and driving to the gym is too much, when the thought of doing anything at home is too tiring that your shoulders slump?
I don’t think I have an answer for that…..I know that I have to take care of my family first as always. We’ve had three dr’s appointments this week and we have two more tomorrow, which is very typical. Going to physician office’s are some of the most tiring things anyone can do.
What I have decided though is that I AM doing what is right and healthy…I’m taking care of me…and sometimes that requires RESTING! Especially after you’ve been through something traumatic and anxiety ridden…I need my body back on normal sleep mode…I need my body back on normal eating mode…I need a NORMAL routine…therefore on Saturday when I take my daughter to her Violin lessons for 2 hrs I’m going to go work out…it will be my first day back………….then I’ll take it from there
ONE DAY AT A TIME!
With mucho love!